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Thanks so much for the rainy season (even though it's still super hot by the afternoons hehh)! Thanks so much for horror podcasts (just can't help being fascinated.. & entertained lol)! Thanks so much for all these in the background 'playing' as I'm assembling a new desk! 🌩️🌧️👻 #lifeis
wow I believe I just experienced the worst nightmare of my lifetime - I don't remember ever encountering (more like observing) such a cruel character in my sleep ever-ever-EVER!! it's some sort of female human-monster.. so I just happened to observe the things she did to some of her victims (pretty detailed aaarghh I'd rather NOOTTT say!!), also witnessing her getting caught by the law enforcement, being interrogated & finally incarcerated.. the way she interacted with every related party in her case, it's upsetting in many ways, like there's NOTHING right about it!! if the word "disturbance" purely manifested into a living thing, that's what she is. I could feel her 'frequency' in the most literal sense, and it's deeply hair-raising..! I don't remember ever seeing such an abomination in ANY horror movie either. the degree of HORROR in every fiber of her behavior was so great to the point it fascinated me after all the anger I felt for the victims. I mean, wouldn't you wonder what she had experienced in her past that made her a seemingly-irredeemable monster like this?? then it left me with a great sadness and anger for her too, that the Universe allowed this to happen..?!? damnnittt my brain was 'downloading' content from a lower frequency "channel" it seemed! I wonder if it's because I listened to a new solo piano album (not gonna say the pianist's name, don't want him to get a bad rap lol), supposedly soothing, just trying it out last night.. apparently not! the recordings seem to come out of MIDI, not accoustic piano, also much less refinement / grace in this album.. maybe it's his new style? but the rough MIDI-sounding quality was perhaps what got my brain to interpret the music as HELLISH, bwahahaa..! so much to explore about your brain! PS: no, I wouldn't say I subconsciously 'relate' to the monster, believe it or not! 😵‍💫😵 PPS: glad my nightmare had a relatively happy end at least: she got caught, a decent closure! (art by Ana Rone via ArtStation)
inner peace is sooo LEGIT LUXURY ITEM Ima so appreciate right nao thank youuu..!! (idk just feel like my today's Youtube reco kinda represents it haha)
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